Reinvention tastes like this:

Tie me down, I'll fly away,
Clip my wings, I'll hobble to freedom.
Knock me down, and I'll get up again.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Gah.

Fight Club was a good movie.
I watched it like last week but it's one of those that's hard to get off of your mind.

I had the best day today, I woke up happy, (probably because I went to bed happy), had a nice little breakfast, went to work, managed to stay in an upbeat mood all day, except for the jealousy thing with Logie, that's tearing me up, and now here I am.
As for L,
You're my best friend, nothing more. You can't be irrational when I find someone who peaks my interest.

Except for that, everything is good.

I'm starting to have those "is this too good to be true?" thoughts, though.

It's the inner cynicism trying to get out, I suppose.
Yet, I still have a really good feeling...

It's as if everything is starting to make sense.
Finally.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Oh really?

Why don't you get a life already? Hmm?
I mean it's flattering that I'm your whole life, but honey, sweety, angel, it's gotta end sometime.
I've moved on, why can't you?

As for you, you're supposedly so done with me, so quit reading my blog. It's none of your business anyway.
Really, I appreciate that you were in my life, but don't go saying shit behind my back, either. As for the "going back on love thing" it was a double meaning.
But I'm done explaining myself to you.



Now that the bullshit is taken care of...
I'm gonna say goodnight to J then go cruise because the insomnia is setting in.
I'll be working like crazy this week so I need some relaxation time.

I keep thinking, where was this guy a year ago?
But then I think about it and it wouldn't have worked out.
But now?
Well, I guess we'll see, won't we?
:D

Sunday, March 27, 2011

So loving life right now...

I have everything I need.
I've got my girls: B, C, A, and S.
I've got the man of my dreams: J.

Love this feeling.


There's no going back on love.

Friday, March 25, 2011

Hmm :)

Well life is going pretty amazingly lately.
I don't want to jinx things yet, but yea, there's a guy. :)

*Sigh.
Going to watch a movie.

:)

Monday, March 21, 2011

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Seriously,

I just had the best night ever. :)

Friday, March 4, 2011

Yay monies!

Got part one of my tax check today, so I'm paying some bills.
Blah, I think it's time to go out and buy my nightly drink.
Mom's finishing the FAFSA after we did the wrong one. >_>
Shit, reminds me, I have another check I haven't checked on...
Well I'm off.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

2nd Worst day ever!

Achhhhh. When will it end??
Today sucked as well.
Oh and remember how I was going to be off for 2 days? Yea, only got one because I got called in.
I hate my job.

I swear, I don't see me putting up with it much longer at all.