I am beautiful.
I am funny.
I am loud.
I am sometimes out of line.
I am a dancer.
I am a singer.
I am a lover,
and a dreamer.
I am full of life.
I am hopeful.
I am wistful.
I am careful.
I am thoughtful.
I am a bitch,
sometimes.
I am in love,
and then I'm out.
I am special.
I am worth it.
I am lucky.
I am unforgettable.
I am a worrier,
and a warrior.
I am a teenager.
I am an adult.
I am a child.
I am mature.
I am my past.
I am my future.
and I am my present.
I am controlling.
I am easygoing.
I am silly.
I am confident.
I am jealous.
I am charming.
I am soulful.
I am cocky.
I am conceited,
sometimes.
I am faulty.
I am flawed.
I am imperfect.
I am me.
And I wish I were the woman of your dreams,
but if I'm not?
I'm someone else's.
And he is very lucky indeed.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
:')
If there was ever a true statement, it is this:
There isn't a man in the world a girl can count on more than her daddy.
All the time I listen to shit that my mom says about my dad.
I put up with it because I have to live with her.
But tonight, she got on my nerves, and after her saying that my dad wasn't going to come to my graduation, I texted him.
Not 2 minutes later he calls me,
he says "Brittany of course I'm coming to your graduation, I'm gonna steer clear of your mom but I wouldn't 'miss it."
I was in a fragile state, thanks men, so I made him promise, even if he had to work, he would get there.
He did. He promised me. He said "I love you, of course I'm coming to your graduation."
I started crying, really I did.
I'm a bit emotional right now.
I've realized that J is not that into me.
Which sucks, but I'll get through it.
I basically told him not to waste my time.
I can't take another emotional break down, especially not over a guy.
I have to protect myself.
but I love my dad.
I never thought I'd say those words and mean them, but he's really stepped up in the last year.
He's the man I wish I would have known from the start.
He's caring, and attentive.
I'm lucky.
There isn't a man in the world a girl can count on more than her daddy.
All the time I listen to shit that my mom says about my dad.
I put up with it because I have to live with her.
But tonight, she got on my nerves, and after her saying that my dad wasn't going to come to my graduation, I texted him.
Not 2 minutes later he calls me,
he says "Brittany of course I'm coming to your graduation, I'm gonna steer clear of your mom but I wouldn't 'miss it."
I was in a fragile state, thanks men, so I made him promise, even if he had to work, he would get there.
He did. He promised me. He said "I love you, of course I'm coming to your graduation."
I started crying, really I did.
I'm a bit emotional right now.
I've realized that J is not that into me.
Which sucks, but I'll get through it.
I basically told him not to waste my time.
I can't take another emotional break down, especially not over a guy.
I have to protect myself.
but I love my dad.
I never thought I'd say those words and mean them, but he's really stepped up in the last year.
He's the man I wish I would have known from the start.
He's caring, and attentive.
I'm lucky.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Mhmm.
Officially ready to graduate!
All the tests are done, now all I've gotta do is accept my diploma at graduation.
Hah, Just kidding.
I've got senior pics to get done,
2(?) proms,
planning for the grad party,
and graduation itself.
Not the mention all the shit I have to do for college for the fall.
Add work into all that and I'm gonna be busy.
Oh, and broke too.
Having my grad party with B. :) I love that girl, known her since I popped out, we're pretty much twins.
Ahh, let's see, what else is going on?
I still need a prom dress...
Too much shit to do and not enough time to do it.
Blah.
All the tests are done, now all I've gotta do is accept my diploma at graduation.
Hah, Just kidding.
I've got senior pics to get done,
2(?) proms,
planning for the grad party,
and graduation itself.
Not the mention all the shit I have to do for college for the fall.
Add work into all that and I'm gonna be busy.
Oh, and broke too.
Having my grad party with B. :) I love that girl, known her since I popped out, we're pretty much twins.
Ahh, let's see, what else is going on?
I still need a prom dress...
Too much shit to do and not enough time to do it.
Blah.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Mm.
Mama took some pictures of me today. :)
They are cute.
V's taking my senior pics soon, can't wait.
I'm going on my niece's field trip to the Children's Museum on Friday, I can't wait!
Haven't been this happy in a lonnnggg time.
They are cute.
V's taking my senior pics soon, can't wait.
I'm going on my niece's field trip to the Children's Museum on Friday, I can't wait!
Haven't been this happy in a lonnnggg time.
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Tehe at Life..
I got my oil changed today, and talked to two random women about relationships. It was pretty crazy. Told me all about J, because they were into astrology and he's a Leo.
"Just stroke that little lion's ego, girl, you'll be fine."
Lmfao.
Loveee...
Last night was stupid. Idk why I thought texting would be a good idea. I just hope I haven't made irreparable damage for myself. :(
Got my hair done today, highlights, looks good.
Overall?
Everything's great.
Sure hope it stays that way.
Also, apparently I look in the age range of 22-25, and I'm getting hit on regularly. Not a bad thing, but so not interested in anyone else.
"Just stroke that little lion's ego, girl, you'll be fine."
Lmfao.
Loveee...
Last night was stupid. Idk why I thought texting would be a good idea. I just hope I haven't made irreparable damage for myself. :(
Got my hair done today, highlights, looks good.
Overall?
Everything's great.
Sure hope it stays that way.
Also, apparently I look in the age range of 22-25, and I'm getting hit on regularly. Not a bad thing, but so not interested in anyone else.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Crazyyyy daysss.
I've had some crazy days lately.
J lost his cat. :( I'm gonna miss Tux, even though I just met him.
Another friend told me something and it's hard to think about.
I don't know.
Life is crazy,
on another note,
my 1st year at ISU is basically paid for, thank you ISU/FAFSA!!
Big big relief.
J lost his cat. :( I'm gonna miss Tux, even though I just met him.
Another friend told me something and it's hard to think about.
I don't know.
Life is crazy,
on another note,
my 1st year at ISU is basically paid for, thank you ISU/FAFSA!!
Big big relief.
Monday, April 4, 2011
Wooo.
I watched this movie called Chloe last night, (stealing J's Netflix, Netflix is the best ever.) and it was like, porn.
Full on lesbian action, even some regular guy on girl action.
It was sexy.
Still need to see Black Swan to witness the famous 69 scene.
Blahhhh,
working 10-6 all this week. Not looking forward to that,
but I'm off this weekend.
Getting my hair trimmed and highlighted on Saturday, it's gonna be super cute.
I will deserve some pampering.
Gonna watch a movie, do some laundry, eat a tomato, and talk to J.
Life's good.
Full on lesbian action, even some regular guy on girl action.
It was sexy.
Still need to see Black Swan to witness the famous 69 scene.
Blahhhh,
working 10-6 all this week. Not looking forward to that,
but I'm off this weekend.
Getting my hair trimmed and highlighted on Saturday, it's gonna be super cute.
I will deserve some pampering.
Gonna watch a movie, do some laundry, eat a tomato, and talk to J.
Life's good.
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